And We Danced (Masquerade Overflow!)

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[astrobleme]

[Even though Shinji splutters--] No! We're not like that! [--there's a tattletale of a blush on his face. He can't even try to hide it. He looks down at his feet, at the floor, radiating embarrassment all over.] We're just, you know... We're friends, and... we've been through a lot together...

[winn]

[ oh - he does know. he can't help but smile even more at his display.

he pats his shoulder. ]

Don't worry, your secret's safe with me.

very sorry for the delay!

[astrobleme]

[Oh no. Shinji wanted to seem cool and respectable, not red-faced and hopeless.]

She deserves better--way, way better--than anything she can get from me, so, that's...

don't worry about it! <3

[winn]

[ respectability is a relative term. winn doesn't see anything undignified in shinji's behavior - then again, his own is not that different when he's flustered. ]

Her decision, don't you think? Look I'm here with a woman who's - [ he huffs a small incredulous laugh ] so far out of my league we're not even playing the same game. But she wants to be here with me. I'd be a pretty big jerk to deny her just cuz I think she could do better.

[astrobleme]

Oh... [Shinji hasn't thought about it that way before now. Yeah, rejection is one of the worst feelings in the world, but Asuka deserves... she deserves...] Well, it's... uh, complicated... more complicated than that. [He makes a sound like nervous laughter.] I'm really living up to the whole reality TV thing with... [And his voice gets smaller and smaller, but he needs to confess something:] I'm stuck between two people.

[winn]

[ ah, that kind of complicated. his voice takes on a softer shade, and he gives shinji's shoulder a squeeze. he's just a kid, and those dilemmas feel impossible to sort through as an adult. ]

You wanna talk about it?

[astrobleme]

[Usually, the answer to that question would be a resounding "no." Shinji doesn't want to talk about himself or his problems, mostly for self-preservation reasons. He doesn't want to be burdensome like that. He doesn't want to cause problems. But...

But this has been going on for months. It's grinding him down.]

I don't know. I just--don't want to hurt anyone, believe me. But I'd have an easier time threading a needle with my toes than managing that.

[winn]

Look in - things like that, someone's always gonna get hurt. But the longer you drag it out, the worse it'll get.

[ he could have spared himself years of torture if he'd have just told kara how he felt right away and gotten that rejection over with. ok, so maybe not right away, he's glad they built a friendship strong enough to endure it first. but even so, this didn't have to be his life for so long. ]

You have to figure out what you want here, and the other person is just gonna have to accept that. Take it from someone who's been rejected plenty - you get over it. What you don't get over is being led on.