pain_train: (understanding)

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[personal profile] pain_train 2016-07-14 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
[She thinks about what Charles has said about the planet so far.] So being here... is it kind of like being on a planet full of people like you?
axiomed: (The jokes the laughs)

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[personal profile] axiomed 2016-07-14 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
Close enough. They don't have my . . . strength, but they are the closest I've seen in a while.
pain_train: (crooked smile)

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[personal profile] pain_train 2016-07-14 07:39 am (UTC)(link)
[She nods.] That's so good, though, having people around who can understand you like that. [She knows how hard it's been for him to even talk about the telepathy thing at times, because he expects negative reactions. Not having that hanging over him at all must be amazing. She knows what it feels like when she runs across someone like Winter or Maine. A whole planet like that?

Okay, a whole planet of Winters and Maines would be... really not good. Scratch that.]
axiomed: (For something lasting)

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[personal profile] axiomed 2016-07-14 09:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ Yeah, sounds pretty terrifying. ]

It's certainly a nice change of pace.
pain_train: (moment of thought)

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[personal profile] pain_train 2016-07-14 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Not having to be scared really is.
axiomed: (They could talk all night)

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[personal profile] axiomed 2016-07-15 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ He's still scared, deep down, but with the locals . . . at least he doesn't have to be. ]

It helps.
pain_train: (understanding)

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[personal profile] pain_train 2016-07-15 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
Do you think you'll ever not be scared? [Obviously right here is fine, but they're not going to be staying here permanently.]
axiomed: (From the work of sorrow)

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[personal profile] axiomed 2016-07-15 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
. . . I don't know.
pain_train: (understanding)

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[personal profile] pain_train 2016-07-15 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry.

[She hopes it gets better, but what can she do? She can't really help. All she can do is give his hand a soft squeeze because she cares about him.]
axiomed: (Kills you when you're young)

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[personal profile] axiomed 2016-07-15 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
Don't be. It's no one's fault.
pain_train: (concerned)

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[personal profile] pain_train 2016-07-15 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
That's not true. Fear doesn't happen in a vacuum. Someone gave you a reason to be scared.
axiomed: (The weeks and months)

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[personal profile] axiomed 2016-07-15 09:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ He shakes his head. ]

Maybe so, but it wasn't anyone's fault.
pain_train: (i never meant it)

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[personal profile] pain_train 2016-07-15 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
How does that work?
axiomed: (From the work of sorrow)

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[personal profile] axiomed 2016-07-16 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
People are allowed to be afraid.
pain_train: (miss the past that no longer exists)

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[personal profile] pain_train 2016-07-16 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
[She falls silent as she considers this. You don't get to tell people how to feel, she knows that. But. ]

Sometimes people are afraid of the wrong thing.
axiomed: (They could talk all night)

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[personal profile] axiomed 2016-07-16 08:27 am (UTC)(link)
Even so. It's not my place to tell them that.
pain_train: (i never meant it)

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[personal profile] pain_train 2016-07-16 08:37 am (UTC)(link)
But if it hurts you, that's also not right.
axiomed: (My head and my heart)

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[personal profile] axiomed 2016-07-16 08:39 am (UTC)(link)
It can't be helped, darling.

[ Pain is easy to bear. Pain was his due. He feels less bitter about it, though his own suspicious nature had yet to abate. ]
pain_train: (i wish i could remember)

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[personal profile] pain_train 2016-07-16 08:46 am (UTC)(link)
[Softly:] It's not your due.

[He deserves nice things.]
axiomed: (They still cling to the wall)

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[personal profile] axiomed 2016-07-16 08:47 am (UTC)(link)
I saw the future. I saw who I was, who I could be, what I could keep if I had that kind of hope.

I'm not saying I -- deserve it. But I am saying I can hold it.
pain_train: (let me lay my head)

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[personal profile] pain_train 2016-07-16 08:55 am (UTC)(link)
[She doesn't have a good answer for that. It would be one thing if it was a question of combat. That's her job, not Charles's. But she has no authority here. All she has is worry. She just wants her friends to be happy, and okay. Because then it doesn't matter so much if she's a fucking mess.

She just curls up a bit more against him, like that will somehow make a difference.]
axiomed: (To fall so hard for you?)

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[personal profile] axiomed 2016-07-16 09:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ He runs a hand through her hair. He doesn't feel bad or all that worried. The words of his future self gave him a strength and a cause he thought was all but lost. And his beliefs, his hopes have paid off, slowly but surely.

No, Charles had no regrets. ]
pain_train: (i never meant it)

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[personal profile] pain_train 2016-07-16 09:28 am (UTC)(link)
I'm glad. It's better to not.

[It's probably a bad thing, that she keeps trying to make him feel better and it turns out to be the other way around. But she's so glad he puts up with her worrying and clinging. It's hard to know what's okay or what's not.]
axiomed: (By the end of the day)

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[personal profile] axiomed 2016-07-16 09:31 am (UTC)(link)
I believe that too.