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[personal profile] angelherding 2016-08-06 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
[it really is like dealing with Castiel. A smaller, female, dark version of him, anyway. Maybe that's part of why she's bothered to stick around to get to know her better. It's strange, because it comes with a feeling she's pretty sure she isn't supposed to capable of feeling, and yet there it is. An echo of a humanity long since disappeared. Fondness was one thing, but it was never simple when it came to that angel.

Damn pizza metaphors]
It is simple. You'll get the hang of it.

[she listens and here's where the similarities end, she thinks. She'd been fortunate - lucky - enough to speak with Lucifer face to face, been close enough to bask in his presence. She looked up to him the same as she looked up to Azazel, another demon she had called "father", and his simple praises had been more than enough.

It wasn't often, but she did have to wonder if Lucifer may have succeeded, had she not been taken out the way she had been. Burned terribly from holy fire and left to the sidelines to watch, as the Winchesters somehow stupid their way to ending the apocalypse. But it was so long ago, even in the human sense of time, that it was more of an idle thought than a longing to change the past]


Lucifer didn't speak much to us, either. There's a hierarchy of sorts. [she makes a gesture with her hand] Demons more powerful than me, more demons more powerful than them. I didn't get to speak to him until he was finally able to walk the earth.

[there's a pause, and then a bit dryly, tinged with bitterness] The current king likes to walk around all the time, though. I've seen his ugly face more times than I care to.

[she hadn't been to Hell since Lucifer was locked away, but she imagines it's more of a shithole than ever. None of the charm Lucifer had to it at all]

So we will. [she likes the idea of that; it means she has an ally, someone she can put some amount of trust into. A wary trust - she was no fool - but something all the same. It meant she wasn't completely alone her, with only Sam to depend on]