bythewaves: (alone)

[personal profile] bythewaves 2016-08-11 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
Well. [ Maglor hums wistfully, chosing his words carefully to try and explain ]

For starters they are not... gods. Not as such. But they are the Guardians of our world. But... in my youth I... did something very foolish, and as a result, I was warned that if I, and those with me, would continue, then they would shut us out, and so it has come to pass.
nerdeology: (was that not your intent?)

[personal profile] nerdeology 2016-08-12 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
I see... is that why you're also barred from the ocean?
bythewaves: (alone)

[personal profile] bythewaves 2016-08-12 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
I am not barred, as such. [ Maglor shakes his head ]

But ... home lies over the western sea, and I may not return, for I am exile. And I... fear the Ocean's fury.
nerdeology: (i didn't know they got that big)

[personal profile] nerdeology 2016-08-13 07:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah. I'm sorry for bringing that up again, it can't be an easy thing to bear.

[Having experienced the ocean at last, he can't imagine being forever separated from both it and home.]

But you've lived for so long already. Can't you be forgiven? Are they so cruel that you can't ever go back?
bythewaves: (weary)

[personal profile] bythewaves 2016-08-15 08:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ Maglor shakes his head with a small sad smile ]

Tis well enough, I mind it not. And tis not them who are cruel, but I - after all that I have done ... well. I would not want me back either.
nerdeology: by <user name=earthenring> (honestly it's amazing he's not huge)

[personal profile] nerdeology 2016-08-17 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
What... happened?

[His question is hesitant; he's used to not being told things by those much older than he, either due to reluctance or the limitations of an oath, but it's impossible not to ask, anyway.]
bythewaves: (bloodstained)

[personal profile] bythewaves 2016-08-17 02:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Maglor's eyes are distant and his voice is sad ]

I... killed people. My own people. I killed them for nothing more than an Oath to reclaim the jewels that my father named as weregild for my grandfather. I killed again and again, and stained my soul irreparably.
nerdeology: (there was this sad legend)

[personal profile] nerdeology 2016-08-18 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
[....Ah...

Mikleo doesn't respond at first, thinking carefully on that. It's not as if he objects to killing as a rule - Rose is an assassin, and he gets along with her just fine, even if they disagree on plenty - but it's the nature of the killing that concerns him.]


Why did you do that for jewels? Why would something like that be so important?

[And that comment about "oaths"... that has him wondering, too.]
bythewaves: (oath)

[personal profile] bythewaves 2016-08-18 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
Because we were sworn to their reclamation, irregardless of who or what stood in our way. [ Quiet and old and sad ]

They were not that important, truly. But they were my father's finest work, and when grandfather was slain, in his madness and his grief he named them as weregild from the thief who stole the treasures of his heart, both the person and the things, and so are we his sons bound.
nerdeology: (so anyway getting back to ruins)

[personal profile] nerdeology 2016-08-18 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
What is "weregild"? I'm not familiar with the term.
bythewaves: (alone)

[personal profile] bythewaves 2016-08-18 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
Hm, I suppose you could consider it a ... "restituition price" - a blood payment, if you will, for a life stolen.
nerdeology: (but when he's not)

[personal profile] nerdeology 2016-08-19 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
Bound... and you said oath, before. What kind of binding does an oath place on you? Do you have no choice but to obey, or can it be broken?
bythewaves: (emblem)

[personal profile] bythewaves 2016-08-19 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
That would depend on the nature of the Oath, eh? By what terms you bound yourself, and to what ends.

[ Softly ] By the highest authority we swore and named them in witness, and to the worst of punishments we bound ourselves should we falter or fail. Words like that have power, Mikleo - and such an Oath should never have been spoken. But speak it we did - thrice did we swear, and so are bound. I... it became a madness. A force of its own that drove us on and on and on, past all reason. I might break it, I suppose - but I fear the Dark that would follow if I did.
nerdeology: (okay. okay. let me think.)

[personal profile] nerdeology 2016-08-20 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
I... understand, to an extent. I've never made one myself, but seraphim can forge oaths within ourselves, should we choose to. Oaths can grant someone tremendous power, but the cost can vary depending on the nature of the promise made. Breaking the oath can force a terrible price to be paid by the seraph.
bythewaves: (here i stand)

[personal profile] bythewaves 2016-08-20 02:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Even so. It... might be alright? But... I cannot be sure. And so long as my brothers and my father's souls might depend on me not breaking it, I... dare not. Perhaps I am over cautious. But I cannot take that chance.
nerdeology: by <user name=earthenring> (there's really nothing like it.)

[personal profile] nerdeology 2016-08-21 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
No, I get that. Things change when your actions will affect the people you care about. It's harder to risk it.
bythewaves: (argue)

[personal profile] bythewaves 2016-08-22 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you for understanding, Mikleo. I ... am probably overreacting, but I dare not risk anything else.
nerdeology: (it's just not my style)

[personal profile] nerdeology 2016-08-22 08:15 am (UTC)(link)
It's fine. That's a decision you can only make for yourself.

[Arguing over it would be irrelevant here, anyway- it's in the past, and it wouldn't change anything so far from home.]
bythewaves: (alone)

good place to end, you think?

[personal profile] bythewaves 2016-08-22 10:18 am (UTC)(link)
Even so. Thank you, Mikleo.