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[ The video flickers on to Leto sitting on his bed, kicking his legs briefly. He grins when the video starts recording, pushing himself onto his feet. He tilts his head, that odd bird-like movement he often exhibits. ]

I have heard some interesting things of late, so I thought I'd put the question to you all. When you fall in love, can you only love one person? Can you fall in love with multiple people? Is love something you find yourself stopping after just one?

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That's kind of impressive. You never worry about being last on the list?

Why? Isn't it better to be on someone's list than not part of it at all?

I don't think it would feel good to not be at the top of anyone's.

Ah, but why is it a list to begin with?

I don't know, Leto. Maybe you're just really into list makers, okay? Why these questions anyway? Something up?

[ He frowns lightly. ]

I don't recall ever saying that it should be a list. Placing one over the other is not a principle I subscribe to.

[ It's also why he's never been completely fond of monogamy. Too many problems arise from it. ]

I ask because I'm curious. That is all.

[No, the list was all her because of the insecurity she can slip into when she feels someone's attention drifting to another. It's not about the other person, but it makes her wonder what she's lacking. It's not a pretty feeling or one she likes to admit. It also leads to the fear of losing someone and she gets worse at that with practice, not better.]

It's not like it's something you choose. It's just something that can happen.

Perhaps. But the choice remains regardless.

Do you think loving lots of people leads to fewer problems? [Because she's having a hard time seeing that.]

[ He considers this carefully. ]

I do not think love should be limited. That is how petty jealousies and hurts come to me. You often think to yourself, why them and not me?

I do not want that kind of feeling to arise.

Have you? Prevented it.

I have never had any problems because of it. They had others they loved too, or loved first. I was never lesser.

[ In a way, he preferred. Best not to love someone who was slowly degrading over time. ]

No one ever wanted only you?

[ He considers this. ]

Ghani, perhaps. She never showed much interest in others. But she doesn't have the same experiences.

[She wonders if it's just the way of his world more than anything.]

Are any of them here?

[ He hesitates. ]

Two. One of them remembers me.

[ He leaves it at that. He doesn't want to put Susan in an awkward position. ]

I'm sorry, Leto. [Being forgotten by someone you love... How many times was she afraid Reid would come back like that after he disappeared? Then again, it might have been more merciful than what actually happened.]

[ He shakes his head. ]

I have enough. And who knows? They might be happier for it. Who am I to deny that?

Maybe you are on to something. You seem like you handle it well. [She can't say the same of herself when things take a turn.]

Mmm. It's easier when you love more than one person. More foundation for your life.

[Even if only one of them is here?] Well, there's love and then there's love...

Edited 2016-04-20 02:49 (UTC)

I'm afraid I do not follow.

Romantic love and then the love of friends and family.

[ Ah. That. He keeps quiet on that front. As much as he likes to proclaim his love for his sister, most likely it would get lost in translation. ]

It is important to have a lot of love in your life.

Yeah, well... Not always possible.