'cause it's better than nothing

[thespaceopera]

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(last updated: 1/25/19)

Comments

[seeingscarlet]

[Wanda's felt fragmented ever since the fall of Novi Grad - her powers a strange alien thing sharing her body and her guilt and self-hatred constantly dogging her steps. Here they are all separate entities: the girl and the dragon and the evil force keeping them here.

But Wanda's used to arguing with this part of herself, not Natasha's vague dismissal. Ultron-Koschei gives the pair of them a look and vanishes in that strange shadow energy.

He isn't gone, of course. But Nat's bought them a moment of peace.]

You don't sound worried, [Wanda says quietly. Even in her head her voice sounds small.] It doesn't frighten you?

[outstandingbalance]

Of which part? [She manages to sound flippant, but she still relaxes very slightly when the thing is gone.

She's still tense, but—well, she's been tense this whole time.] Of Ultron, or failure?

[Though on both counts, she'd say the answer is no. At least no for all practical intents and purposes.]

[seeingscarlet]

[Look, she's not judging. Her fear and negative self-talk wouldn't be manifesting as Ultron if he didn't still frighten her.]

What I might cause again.

...what if he's right?

[outstandingbalance]

[That's a complicated question. However, it has a relatively simple answer. She shrugs.]

Not really frightened of that, no. I know you. I trust you.

[seeingscarlet]

[Wanda's expression turns pained and she looks away, unable to meet Natasha's gaze. But then again, if it was that simple, her self-doubt wouldn't have manifested in such a disturbing way.]

...I'm sorry. About Johannesburg.

[outstandingbalance]

You don't have to apologize for that. [It's not much of a struggle to shake off her own hesitation about the apology. Not that she's comfortable with what she saw in her own mind, but because she's made peace with the fact it was Wanda who dug it out.] You were doing what you thought you had to.

[seeingscarlet]

I still hurt you.

[Which was the point. She could have just knocked the Avengers out, but she'd chosen to make them hurt instead.]

A lot of people got hurt because of me. Ultron couldn't have done it without us.

[outstandingbalance]

Probably. Or maybe he would have found another way. Wanda, I'm not going to say it was fine at the time, but I let that go a long time ago.

[They all could have done a lot of things differently in their pasts.]

You can too, as far as I'm concerned.