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(last updated: 1/21/19)

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Oh so you do have good memories. You'd rather just-- [He waves somewhere, gesturing to the whole of this cracked and fragmented world. And rather than complete his thought, he stops, hand midair as he considers something.]

....

You know what? Fair. That's fair. [Keep the good things locked up and safe. The general principle behind most safes.]

So this is your "gotta work through it" pile of memories, huh?

More or less. They are all compiled in sections, to slowly be dealt with in time.

[ some of it was mostly done but recent events brought some of his older issues back to the forefront. hence the cracks in the floor. ]

[Taako snorts despite himself.]

That is the most administration-y thing I've ever heard you say. "Gotta collate these memories, Dave. Sort them into appropriate places, please."

[ loki shrugs, nonchalant. ]

It is important to keep an organized mental space. It's safer too, in case other people wander in here.

[ and loki has strong mental powers. he knows the value of a mind and how it operates. ]

Fair enough, but I think I prefer a mess.

[Taako considers himself a hot mess by both definitions and hopefully that'll translate to his headspace. If there's too much shit to look at, maybe people won't be able to find what triggers the memories.]

Better that they get lost and fuck right the fuck off. Taako's not open for mind-reading business or whatever this is. I mean, shit, this is, y'know, your private junk. Not exactly the sort of thing I'd welcome having aired out to whoever stumbled in.

[ loki raises an eyebrow. ]

I think most people would do so after seeing these. I certainly didn't make it easy.

And yet?

[He motions to himself, still in here despite all that he's seen.]

The harder the puzzle, the more people wanna try to see what makes it tick. Or whatever the saying is.

[ loki is bemused. ]

You truly wish to dig deeper?

[Taako shrugs.]

I'm here, I'm queer, I might as well peer-- No, wait, that rhyming scheme got away from me. But yeah, sure - if you wanna show me all those dark corners, why the fuck not? I have no idea if I'll remember this in the morning, or if you will, so what's the harm, huh?

Close enough. If you want, you're welcome to continue looking.

[ it's old pain. recently risen to the surface, but old wounds that have left scabs in their wake. loki will deal with them, eventually. ]

[He considers that for a moment, then looks around the room.]

How about this: you got something you wanna show me, handsome? I know I'd be pissed if people turned over rocks I didn't want flipped, so you point me to something you think I deserve to know and I'll, I dunno, do something in return?

[ loki purses his lips. that is difficult, especially in here. finally he shrugs, glancing to the table of books. ]

You could try there.

[There had been books in the last vision, too. He'd figured Loki was a reader, fit his personality to a T, while Taako was more of a doodle in the margins and pretend he didn't memorize the book the first go around type.]

Cool cool, here we go then.

[He moves away from the portraits, eyes lingering for a moment on the image of Frigga - a mother who loved and a mother who lied for that love - before he focuses entirely on the stack of books. Lots of leatherbound looking tomes, heavy and old, thin and intelligent looking. He tilts his head and bends at the waist, looking at the titles.]

Favorites from your long travels?

Unfortunately no. There would be far too many books for such a room. This is where the narratives are stored.

[ the stack of books don’t seem very interesting at first glance. Then you notice it’s like a series. The covers are blue with bold titles on them. The order seems to be.

The Tragedy of Loki
1. The Giant Killer
2. The Discovery
3. The Fall

There are a few that are unnumbered called Death and Rumours.

when you open up the books, you notice that there are no words. They’re all drawings of a childlike nature. As you flick through the pages, they start to move and change, taking on an entirely different scene. ]

[Man, he isn't kidding when he said this place contained all his doubts and unhappiness.

"The Tragedy of Loki?" Hooboy, that's a title.

Death is something he's keen to steer away from, so Taako glances at the other titles. Rumours? Or maybe The Giant Killer? That one sounds...well, it's going to be bad, but it's the first in the list so why not?

He grabs that one, flipping open The Giant Killer and is surprised to see children's drawings inside.]

Hey uh, no offense but--

[And then they start moving and Taako is drawn into the scene they play.]

[ you hear a voice clear as bells. It sounds like odin, gravelled but pronounced.

once upon a time, there was a war between monsters and gods But it ended with the monsters banished back to their world and the gods returning to theirs, overseeing the realms. In the golden realm, there lived two princes, the elder as bright as the sun and the younger as cold as the moon. They were brothers, as close as kin could be but only one could truly be king. And slowly, the younger brother watched as his brother fell deeper into arrogance and pride. He had beg, pleaded and tried to convince his brother many times to choose differently but the elder brother always scorned him.

The story breaks briefly as echoes can be heard around you, never doubt that I love you, never doubt, never doubt so please, please, listen to me, why won’t you listen to me?

They fade as soon as you turn your head to catch them, shadowed footsteps. When you turn back to the book, it resumes as normal.

So in desperation, the younger set off a plot. He would let the monsters into the golden realm to show to the rest of them that his brother was not ready. It went perfectly and his brother’s coronation was disrupted. Angered, his brother had charged into the frozen wastes, ready to slay the monsters. But he failed and the high king banished him ]

[The story is fascinating. A glimpse at Thor and Loki long before he knew them - like two different people. Thor had told him of this mistake in not so many words, admitted he'd done something the he deeply regretted. Seeing it is something entirely different.

Loki is so subdued in these memories, Thor so full of pride and anger. The voices that creep in turn Taako's head, but the story moves on before he can see who is talking. It's not the narrator, that's for certain.

Thor's banishment plays out in front of him and Taako frowns, looks up at Loki.]

Not so much a giant killer after all then, I guess.

[ loki shrugs loosely at that. ]

Thor felt the need to prove himself as a warrior. I was never much of one, so I never needed the proof.

[ of course that changed later, but those were extenuating circumstances. loki has a lot of pride and anger too, but they no longer scald him. ]

Big n' burly guys usually do.

[Taako is totally fine with letting them too, because that usually lets him relax and hide in the back where he's less likely to get hit so hard he dies. He might be able to deal out the damage, but glass cannons and all that jazz, he has the lowest HP in the party and knows it.

He snaps the book shut and sets it down on the table, going for the next in the order - The Discovery.]

I guess banishment cooled his head though.

No. Love did.

[ the voice is different from that of the giant killer. This time, it’s clearly thor’s voice dictating the book. He sounds younger though, boisterous and happy.

the younger sibling ran into the vault, where the casket of ancient winters resided. There, he discovered the awful truth about his heritage. He was not a son of asgard, but a monster from the frozen wastes. Weary from the elder’s betrayal, the high king fell into a deep sleep. And then . . .

Then the younger was given kingship by his mother. His brother was gone, his friends cursed him and abandoned him and his mother was heartsore from the loss. He was alone and he knew that when his brother returned, he would return full of wrath. His father would wake, full of anger. He knew that the hammer would fall on him for what he had done. So he tried to rid the golden realm of monsters by plotting to destroy its king. ]

[Love, huh? Gods, that's cheesy, but? Well, weren't they always joking about how "love was the true power all along" or some junk?

Taako listens and watches as the story continues to unfold. The discovery that Loki wasn't Asgardian, his mother's attempt at smoothing over the deception, and then Loki choosing a plot against his father. Why? Just because he lied to him?

Taako was so used to people lying to him at this point, shoving him away, that he can't really fully comprehend this. Family lied. Family pushed you aside. They weren't any different from anyone else, just that they shared blood with you (sometimes). To him, no one stayed around so might as well get the goods while the goods were able to get got. He can't comprehend Loki's pain and what he chose to do with it, but he can see and acknowledge it at least.

He closes the book and sets it down.]

Damn, homie, you turned to patricide preeeetty quick there.

[ his eyes flash slightly. ]

He wasn't my father.

Well sure, not by blood or anything. [Taako shrugs casually, not really noticing the thin razor edge he was walking right off of.]

But he raised you, right? Other'n not being blood, that's pretty close to being a dad.

[ ah. comprehension dawns. ]

I didn't kill Odin nor did I ever try to.

[Okay? That's- that's not what he saw though?]

Well, I guess, no, you got that big blue dude to do it, but isn't hiring an assassin kinda the same thing?

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